Hi peepz
Journal Entry: Thu Apr 17, 2008, 1:02 PM
Hi there everyone!
Just giving you guys an update of how my life's going right now.
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Well.. not good.
I haven't been able to cross the street without fear for the past 4 weeks now. Which sucks 'cause I can't go anywhere and I'm dependant on other people to bring me to places.
It all started when I got new meds for my depression so I'm blaming those stupid pills for now.
About said pills.. I just got over the stage which actually makes you more depressed. And now they finally started working.. I GET A F*CKING ALLERGIC REACTION TO THEM! AAAAAARGH!!
Which means I actually got some itching bumps on my back.. O.o and they drive me crazy so I'll be visiting the doctor tomorrow to see if I can do something about them. I'll probably have to stop taking my meds and get other ones to replace them.. Life sucks.
Other than that I still feel depressed often and I'm sort of losing hope I'll ever be able to function semi-normal again. I completely lost my appetite and start to cry hysterically when I see a speck of dust making a looping.. (means: for no reason at all).
So I'm hoping I'll die from dehydration soon (I think I will if I continue crying like this) but other than that I'm tolerable.
- Mood:
Agony - Listening to: Traffic sounds
- Reading: What I'm writing this moment
- Watching: Computer Screen
- Playing: With my hair
- Eating: My lips
- Drinking: No alcohol
Devious Comments
thank you for the great conversations and comments. its always welcomed.
oh and here:
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends
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Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
jeetje wat is het een tijd geleden dat ik jou gesproken heb zeg.. O.o
En jouw schilderijen.., ze worden mooier en mooier! Ik vind de Asian Beauty echt een schatje!
Tis wel knudde om te lezen dat je depri bent
Hoe ist op de nieuwe school? Der is nu een jaar voorbij, en ik ben toch wel benieuwd hoe het is gegaan. ^^
O ja.. ik ben geslaagd!
Hou je taai, wijffie! Je kan het.
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Be yourself, live your life. The longer you live, the more people you'll meet. Some people will become your best friends, others you prefer to forget.
Share good moments and laugh with your beloved friends. They're more prescious then you imagine.
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Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
Ja met mij gaat het ook lekker hoor
Volgende week een Albert Heijn feest XD wordt allemaal wel gezellig
Jij nog bepaalde plannen?
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Sommige dingen zie je met je ogen,
andere zie je met je hart
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
Hopelijk zien we binnekort weer nieuwe art
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Sommige dingen zie je met je ogen,
andere zie je met je hart
--
Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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Time, Love, Passion and Pain is the Artist
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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How to become immortal: Read this signature tomorrow and follow its advice.
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